martes, 16 de noviembre de 2010

NO SABES QUE MORIRÍA POR PERFECCIÓN?

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Tal parece que las cosas han vuelto a su lugar, así tenía que ser. Mis pies no lo aguantan, los recorre un frío incotrolable. Mis dedos se congelan, por más que cubro mi cuerpo, no logro crear calor...
No puedo evitarlo, es todo lo que tengo en la mente, bajar de peso, no comer, la no-calórica perfección.
¿no saben que daria mi vida por mi sueño? lo quiero, lo necesito, necesito ser ligera, liviana, levantarme con el viento. Paso los días con hambre, con mi papà dicièndome que me voy a morir.
Cada vez que tengo hambre bajo la cabeza, rodeo mi estómago con los brazos y repito en voz baja:
"este es el precio de la vida que quieres, es un pequeño precio lo que pagas... es pequeño, pequeño, pequeño, pequeño, este es el precio de la vida que quieres"...
...me preguntaron si estaba rezando...¿rezando? a ana, tal vez. Le rezo a mi cuerpo, a mi voluntad, a mi fuerza. Es un camino duro, pero todo vale la pena.


Les dejo mi intake de hoy:

Desayuno: una ciruela + un trozo de queso= 70 cals
comida: medio tomate: 50 cals
cena: ---


rebasé las 100 cals... digno de una vaca, no una princesa.

Sean lo contrario de yo, chicas. Sean fuertes, llenas de voluntad, de coraje!!





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